it's all too much. Sometimes all one has is the resolute "I'm trusting God because He's good, who am I to tell Him what to do." Over and over and over and over.
Maybe if I tell myself this enough, I'll actually think it, instead of just knowing I need to think it.
But I trust in your unfailing love.
I will rejoice because you have rescued me.
I will sing to the Lord
because he is good to me.
-Psalm 13:5&6